Cloth diaper mess

«I just love wearing and using my cloth training pants as diapers , covered with a pair of plastic pants ! I have been totally , IC. for years , and I found them to be very comfortable, and I just use them as diapers ! But I like how they feel , as I have no control over, and I can feel them filling with a good mess , and I wet them too !
But I found after a few months , just how wonderful they feel , all wet and messy , after I just act as if …sitting in them , making sure , they are soaked , and messy from front to back … and when I decide to get out of them , they are stained from front to back , and has covered my junk and butt too ! But after , I will wash them out real good , then run them through the washer , and they always come out , clean and soft »